December 18, 2016

STUCK - PART 2


Just over a year ago, I wrote a post called “Stuck - Part 1.” I talked about several times I was stuck when I was growing up. Today I want to tell you about a few other times I got stuck.
I don’t remember exactly how old I was when this first one happened, but I know I was between three and six years old. We were at our parent’s house, and they had a wooden kitchen chair in the living room. I don’t think we had any chairs like that at home. I believe my grandmother’s kitchen chairs had metal frames with no rounds.
My sisters and I were playing on the floor and for some reason, I put my head under the bottom of the chair between the seat and the round. When I went to pull it out I was stuck. I couldn’t get free. I panicked and started yelling and screaming. My mom and dad ran to see what was wrong. I was young, but I remember even then feeling so stupid when they told me I had to turn my head sideways to get my it out. I didn’t remember turning my head sideways to get it in there, but sure enough, that’s all it took to get free. I can see my dad now just laughing his head off. It’s funny to me now, but it sure wasn’t then.
When I was about nine years old, I had a plastic toy car with big wheels, about as big around as a baseball. Of course, they were only about an inch wide. They had a metal axle made into the wheels which just snapped onto two plastic braces on the bottom of the car. I guess I was pretty rough with it because, as I played with the car outside the wheel and axle assembly kept coming off.
When writing about the crazy things I did when I was younger, I always say “for SOME reason” because I don’t know why, and I can’t even begin to imagine why I did most of the dumb things I did. Well for some reason, I put one of those wheels in my mouth. The next thing I knew, it was stuck.
The axle and the other wheel were sticking straight out. I pulled and tugged on it, but I couldn’t get it out. It was stuck behind my top and bottom teeth. I was opening my mouth as wide as I could, but it wasn’t wide enough to get the wheel out. In fact, my mouth was opened wider than it had ever been before, and it hurt really bad. When I saw I wasn’t going to get it out, I panicked.
I was closer to my aunt’s house than ours so I ran screaming as loud as I could with a foreign object prying my mouth open. Finally, I found her, and once again, I felt so stupid when she just took hold of the wheel that was sticking out, tilted it upward, and pulled it right out. What an ordeal. I was so happy and thankful, and embarrassed. All I could do was hug her and cry. Wow! What a memory.
Another time, which I plan on writing about in more detail later, I went to my uncle’s house to stay for a few days. It was winter and there was snow on the ground. While I was there it got worse and I was stuck there for more than a week, but it was warm and I was safe. One day the sun came out and the snow started to melt. That afternoon I went with him to the store about a mile from his house.
It had gotten cloudy again and the melted snow was freezing again when we headed back to his house, which was at the top of a steep hill. We were almost to the top when the tires started spinning, and we were stuck. The good thing was the snow had melted quite a bit and most of it ran down the hill. It was only a few inches thick there close to the top. So, he kept spinning in one spot until the ice crumbled, and the tires touched the road, allowing it to gain a few feet. He did this several times until finally, the car was over the top of the hill. Soon, we were back at his house. After a few days of sunshine, the snow was gone, and I was able to go back home. Another wild adventure came to an end.
What a crazy childhood I had. What a bunch of dumb stuff I did, but God always provided for me and protected me. I’ve done many things in my life that I shouldn’t have, and some have caused me pain, stress, and all kinds of other troubles, but God has always provided a way out. I’ve learned many lessons from my bad decisions, and hopefully, I won’t do those things again. Hopefully, we all learn from our mistakes, but I think if we just trust God and stay in constant communication with him, he will tell us when we are about to do something we shouldn’t. That’s what Paul meant when he said, “Pray without ceasing” (1 Thess. 5:17). We need to stay in constant contact with our creator. We need to listen when he speaks to us, and we need to obey. Life will be better for us, and we will spend a lot less time being stuck in bad situations.

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December 11, 2016

THE PLAGUE OF SIN


Sin is a plague, and we are all infected. The entire earth is under quarantine, because of this disease. The only antidote is the blood of Jesus, the Messiah, the Son of God. He offers this cure to every human being on the planet, free of charge. God has vowed to destroy sin from the universe one day, and he will do that by burning the entire earth, at the second coming. The sad thing is, ALL those who have rejected the antidote, will still be infected at that time. Sadly, they will have to be burned along with sin to wipe out the plague forever.
We don’t have to end up in that cleansing lake of fire. 1 John 4:9 says, “In this, the love of God was manifested toward us because God sent his only begotten Son into the world so we might live through him.” That’s not talking about just living here on earth. It means we can live forever, with Jesus our Lord, and Savior. The one who loves us so much that he suffered and died to save us from the power and the consequences of sin.
Soon, Jesus will return to earth to rescue us from this plague. If we are still holding on to sin, then we will be destroyed along with it. Not because God is mean, or sadistic, but because we have allowed sin to become part of us, and God has set a time to destroy it. Jesus wants to set us free from sin and give us eternal life so we can spend eternity with him. He pleads with every person on earth to turn from sin and be saved. The love that our creator has for us is beyond our understanding. Even though we sin, and reject him over, and over again, he still loves us. When we realize he has that kind of love for us, it causes us to love him. When we truly realize how wretched, vile, and sinful we truly are in God’s sight, then see that he loves us anyway, it’s so amazing.
We have to be holy in God’s eyes to be saved in the end, but there’s no way we can possibly do that on our own. We have to be covered by the blood of Jesus, the holy Son of God. We have to believe in him and ask for his forgiveness, and he will hear us and save us (John 3:16, Romans 1:16). Then he will place a robe of righteousness on us. He becomes our substitute. The wages of sin is death (Rom. 6:23). Eternal death. We have all earned death. We deserve to die because we have broken God’s law. This is called sin.
For sin to be forgiven, it requires a blood sacrifice. This was symbolized in the Old Testament sacrificial system, where animals were sacrificed for the sins of the people. It sounds archaic now, and maybe a little morbid, but God has a reason for everything he does. The sanctuary services represent the plan of salvation. If you want to understand this plan more fully, just study the sanctuary service in the old testament.
Almost two thousand years ago, Jesus, the pure, holy Lamb of God, left heaven and came to earth, lived a sinless life, suffered, and died. In this, he became the ultimate sacrifice for sin. We don’t sacrifice animals today because the blood of Jesus is all we need. He died for us all. He died in our place. God gave his only Son so you and I would not have to pay for our own sins (Luke 24:46-47). Now, all we need to do to receive forgiveness for those sins is to be sorry and want to stop sinning, then tell him so (Acts 3:19). He will apply his sacrifice to our account, and our debt will be cleared, and God sees us as holy. We are free from the plague of sin and have eternal life. Amazing. Right?
One day soon, the trumpet will sound from heaven (Matt. 24:31, 1 Cor. 15:52). The sky will burn (2 Pet. 3:10-11), and we will see Jesus coming in the clouds (Rev. 1:7, Matt. 24:30, 1 Thes. 4:16-17). What a glorious sight that will be to the ones who have been freed from sin by the shed blood of God’s Son, but for those who have refused his free, cleansing gift of salvation, it will be a day of sadness, and tears.
Malachi 4:1 For, behold, the day cometh, that shall burn as an oven; and all the proud, yea, and all that do wickedly, shall be stubble: and the day that cometh shall burn them up, saith the LORD of hosts, that it shall leave them neither root nor branch.
Isaiah 13:9-13 says, “Behold, the day of the LORD cometh, cruel, both with wrath and fierce anger, to lay the land desolate: and he shall destroy the sinners thereof out of it.”
In Ezekiel 33:11, God says, “I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked:”
The fact is, hell fire was designed for Satan, who started the sin problem, and his evil angels, not for humans. Hell fire is the method God will use to destroy sin from the universe forever. Again, if we are still holding onto sin, loving sin more than God, then we will be destroyed when he destroys sin. God doesn’t want that, but the choice has to be yours. Let go of sin today. Don’t hold on to it. Don’t let sin destroy you. Accept God’s free gift today, and live forever. 


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November 24, 2016

HAPPY THANKSGIVING


Happy Thanksgiving. I’d like to take a few minutes to thank everyone who reads my blog. Thank you for making it worthwhile. I love writing, but without you, there would be no reason to put it on the internet. So thank you, from the bottom of my heart, and have a happy, happy Thanksgiving.
As many of you have noticed, I haven’t been writing much lately. A lot has been going on in my life for the past year. My daughter got married, and my baby boy turned 18. My dad died after five long months of illness. My sister died after fighting cancer for eight years, and I’m still struggling with my own health issues. With all that has happened, I still have plenty to be thankful for.
God has been so good to me. I’m thankful for all the things he's blessed me with, like my family, our home, a way to make a living, and so many other things, but the things I’m most thankful for are his Love, Mercy, Grace, and forgiveness. I was dead in sin, headed down that wide slippery slope to hell. Then Jesus came and rescued me, and put me on the narrow road to heaven. I’m so thankful he saved me. I love him for that and I want to serve him and tell others how much he loves them.
I want to ask each of you to pray for me and my family, for everyone who reads this blog, and please pray that new readers will find this information and be blessed by it. Thank you again for reading, and again, Happy Thanksgiving. God bless you.

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November 20, 2016

WHAT MUST I DO TO BE SAVED?


What must I do to be saved? That’s a good question. It’s a question many have asked. I asked that question many years ago. So did the prison guard in Acts 16:30. Paul and Silas had been thrown into prison after preaching the gospel in the city of Thyatira and casting a demon out of a possessed fortuneteller. They were praying at midnight, and everybody in the prison heard them. Then there was an earthquake and all the doors opened, and the chains fell off all the prisoners. The guard woke up and thought they had all escaped, so he was about to take his own life. Paul yelled out and told him not to hurt himself because they were all still there. Then the guard got a light and ran to where Paul and Silas were. He fell on his knees, shaking. Then he asked them the question, “What must I do to be saved?”
There are several different beliefs on salvation; how we receive it, and how it’s applied to the debt we all owe. We’re born into this world already sinners, because Adam chose to sin, and passed that sinful nature along to all his descendants. Romans 3:23 says, “All have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;” Romans 6:23 says, “The wages of sin is death;” Wages are something we earn. It’s our reward for the work we have done. In this case, not good work. By sinning, we have earned death. We all deserve to die because we are all sinners.
Now, most Christians will agree with me on that point, and most will agree that Jesus came to earth, lived a sinless life as a man, and died to save the human race. By the way, did you know that just the death of Jesus alone was not enough to save us? Without his resurrection, the plan would have been incomplete (1 Cor. 15:12-23). He died and rose again to save us from sin.
Still, there are several different beliefs on how salvation works. Some believe you have to work and earn salvation. Some believe we have to be perfect before God will even consider doing anything for us. Still, others believe the death of Jesus on the cross secures everyone who will ever live, and we don’t have to do anything or change anything to be saved. They say everyone is saved, simply because Jesus died to save us. Well, as you know, I like to see what the Bible says, so let’s do that now.
First, let me say that the Bible is clear that we are saved by grace, through faith, and there is nothing we can do to EARN salvation. That grace comes from God (1 John 1:17), and faith comes from God (Romans 12:3 Heb. 12:2), so do we have to do anything to be saved?
Bro. Charles Spurgeon said in order “to be saved, we must first know that we need saving, and what we need to be saved from. We must know that salvation is available, and we must know where to go, and what to do to receive it.” All that comes from HEARING. God gives us faith (Romans 12:3 Heb. 12:2), and that faith comes from hearing the word of God.
Romans 10:17 
“So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.”
2 Timothy 3:15 
“And that from a child you have known the holy scriptures, which are able to make you wise unto salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus.”
The next few verses show that we are saved through faith.
Ephesians 2:8a 
“For by grace you are saved through faith;”
Romans 5:1 
“Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ:”
Acts 15:9 
“And put no difference between us and them, purifying their hearts through faith.”
Romans 1:17 
“For therein is the righteousness of God revealed from faith to faith: as it is written, The just shall live by faith.”
Romans 3:22 
“Even the righteousness of God, which is by faith of Jesus Christ unto all, and upon all them that believe: for there is no difference:”
Clearly, righteousness comes by faith, and faith comes by hearing the word of God. We have to HEAR the word to BELIEVE.
John 5:24
“I tell you the truth, they that HEAR my word, and BELIEVE in him who sent me, has everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life.”
Acts 16:31 
“And they said, BELIEVE in the Lord Jesus Christ and you shall be saved, and your house.”
John 3:16
“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, so that whoever BELIEVES in him should not perish, but have eternal life.”
Romans 1:16 
“For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to everyone that BELIEVES; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek.”
These verses show that we have to BELIEVE in Jesus to be saved. This next point is a subject of controversy, but if you believe God’s word it’s clear. The next few verses show us that Jesus is the ONLY WAY TO BE SAVED.
John 14:6 
“Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no one comes to the Father but through me.”
Acts 4:12 
“Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is no other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.”
John 3:36 
“He that BELIEVES in the Son hath everlasting life, and he that BELIEVES not the Son will not see life, but the wrath of God abides on him.”
So to recap, we must first HEAR the word of God. Specifically, the gospel, which is the good news about Jesus coming to save us. Then we must BELIEVE in the Son of God. What else must we do?
Matthew 4:17 
“From that time Jesus began to preach, and to say, REPENT for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.”
Acts 3:19 
“So REPENT, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord;”
Acts 26:20 
“But showed first unto them of Damascus, and at Jerusalem, and throughout all the coasts of Judea, and then to the Gentiles, that they should REPENT and turn to God, and do works fit for repentance.”
Revelation 3:3 
“So remember how you have received and heard, and hold fast, and REPENT.”
Revelation 3:19 
“As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: so be zealous, and REPENT.”
Luke 13:3 
“I tell you, No: but, except you REPENT, you will all likewise perish.”
We must HEAR the word of God. We must BELIEVE in God and his Son. We must REPENT, which means to reconsider or think differently (to turn away from sin). Is there anything else?
1 John 1:9 
“If we CONFESS our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”
If we don’t CONFESS, the opposite is true.
Romans 10:9-10
“If you will CONFESS with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and will BELIEVE in your heart that God has raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 
Because with the heart man BELIEVES unto righteousness, and with the mouth CONFESSION is made unto salvation.”
So in addition to HEARING, BELIEVING, and REPENTING, we must also CONFESS our sins to God, and CONFESS Jesus with our mouths.
Acts 2:38 
“Then Peter said to them, REPENT, and be BAPTIZED every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.
Mark 16:16 
“He that BELIEVES and is BAPTIZED will be saved, but he that BELIEVES not will be damned.”
Matthew 3:15 
“And Jesus answering said to him, Allow it to be so now: for thus it becomes us to fulfill all righteousness.”
1 Peter 3:21 
“The like figure whereunto even BAPTISM does also now save us (not the washing away of the filth of the flesh, but the answer of a good conscience toward God,) by the resurrection of Jesus Christ:”
Many argue that BAPTISM doesn’t save us, and they’re right. BAPTISM alone won’t do anything for us, but it is part of the salvation process, and it is necessary. Jesus received the Holy Spirit after he was BAPTIZED (Mark 3:16). He and his disciples all gave us an example to follow (Matthew 3:13, Mark 1:5, Acts 9:18). Like most church doctrines, baptism is not a suggestion, it’s a command.
Acts 10:48a 
“And he COMMANDED them to be BAPTIZED in the name of the Lord.”
Acts 2:38 
“Then Peter said to them, REPENT, and be BAPTIZED every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.”
The last thing is to LIVE a GODLY life.
After we’re saved, we need to live a holy life. We can’t do this on our own. We can only do it by trusting in Jesus to guide us. We’re not perfect, but God wants us to aim for perfection. Jude 1:24 says he is able to keep us from sinning, but we have to allow him to do so. We grow as Christians by getting to know Jesus through reading the Bible and communicating with him daily through prayer. We need him to give us the strength to overcome sin in our lives. The closer we get to him, the further away from sin we will grow, and before we know it, we are a completely different person. We become holy, but as I said it is through the work of Jesus. A close, personal relationship with him is essential. This involves talking to him, and listening to him, and obeying him.
If we continue to live the same old life, without listening to God, and allowing him to change us, then we will grow further away from him, and we will be lost.
Ezekiel 18:21-22
“But IF the wicked will turn from all his sins that he has committed, and keep all my statutes, and do that which is lawful and right, he will surely live, he will not die. All the sins that he has committed, will not be mentioned to him. In his righteousness that he hath done, he will live.”
That’s salvation. Now, look at this next verse closely.
Ezekiel 18:24
“But when the RIGHTEOUS turns away from his righteousness, and commits sin, and does according to all the abominations that the wicked do, shall he live? ALL his righteousness that he has done will NOT be mentioned. In his trespass that he has trespassed, and in his sin that he has sinned, in them, he will die.”
In John 10:27-28, Jesus said, No one is able to pluck his sheep out of his hand. But, 2 Chronicles 15:2 says, If we forsake him, he will forsake us. No one can take us from God and his protection, but we can choose to leave him. He will not make us stay with him if we decide we no longer want to be in his hand. That would be slavery, not salvation.
So, contrary to popular belief, we can’t live any way we want to and stay saved. The “Once Saved, Always Saved” doctrine is not biblical. To remain saved, we must obey God. So, heed his warnings. This is serious. Jesus is our only hope. Cling to him for dear life, and obey his rules. If we truly love him we’ll want to obey. It’s not always easy, but he is able to keep us from falling if we just trust him (Jude 1:24).
So, to receive salvation, we must
HEAR, 
BELIEVE, 
REPENT, 
CONFESS, be 
BAPTIZED, and 
LIVE GODLY.
God is there with us through each step, and he’s longing to see every one of us come to him and be saved. So, if you’re not saved, what are you waiting for?
For more about Salvation, read Romans Chapter 1-4, and the articles called “God So Loved” and “Once Saved Always Saved.”

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November 06, 2016

EMBARRASSING MOMENTS


Growing up, I was really shy, so I’ve had a lot of embarrassing moments over the years. Some were worse than others, but if you’ve ever been embarrassed you know that it’s not any fun, no matter the intensity. Embarrassment is embarrassment.
I’m sure it happened before, but the first time I recall was when I was around seven years old. We were at one of the neighborhood grocery stores, and the owner’s daughter, who was quite a bit older than me, and her mother were talking to my grandmother about me. Probably talking about how cute I was, or something. I don’t remember, because right there in front of her mom and dad, and my grandmother, and a store full of people, the girl looked at me and asked, “Are you, my little boyfriend?” I don’t know why, but that was so embarrassing to me.
Later on, when I was eight years old, our church went on a field trip to an amusement park. I had never been to anything like that before so I was super excited. We enjoyed lots of rides, games, and food, but at some point in the day, I saw the bumper cars. I ran to get in line. There were lots of other people there, so the lines were quite long. The line in front of me grew smaller with each group of kids that were let through the gate. They would drive around bumping into each other, yelling and screaming. They seemed to be having the time of their lives. I could hardly wait to get in there and join in the fun.
Then, it was time for another group to go in. When the gate flew open we all ran as quickly as we could and jumped in the cars and waited for the guy to throw the switch. Then it happened. The cars started moving. The kids started yelling. The fun had begun, but there I sat in a car that wasn’t moving. It didn’t work. I had gotten in one of several cars that were out of commission. I just knew everybody in line was staring at me and laughing. I was so embarrassed.
Another time, after I was ten, maybe fourth or fifth grade, we went on a field trip from school to an electronics factory called ITT where they made phones and other electronics. I was at the end of the line, and my friend Randy was in front of me. I had turned to the side and was looking around, not really paying attention. The line was long and curved around the corner and down the next aisle, so I could see the teacher and the kids at the front of the line from where I was standing. 
When I saw them start moving, I stepped forward without turning all the way around. Then I bumped into Randy. He wasn’t moving, so I pushed him and said, “Go on!” But he didn’t budge. I stepped back and looked at him, but it wasn’t him. I looked up into the face of a strange woman staring down at me with a mean look on her face. Another embarrassing moment in my life.
Another time, we were at school and it was lunchtime. We were just sitting down in the lunchroom. We had stools there to sit on at the lunch table at that time. In getting himself situated after he had sat down, Randy bounced the stool a couple of times to get closer to the table. On the last bounce, he picked that stool up and slammed it down on top of my foot. As I screamed as loud as I could, my voice echoed through the cafeteria and probably down the hall, and into all the classrooms. That was embarrassing enough, but one of the teachers made it worse by yelling at me in front of a room full of my peers. Very embarrassing.
On another church outing, we went to the skating rink. I think I was fifteen then. Although I had played around with a pair of my mother’s old skates, I had never really tried to skate before, but I put on a pair that night and headed out on the floor. Immediately, my feet flew out from under me, and my elbows both caught the full weight of my body as they smashed into the concrete floor. That was embarrassing enough, but it would be worse later. My sisters did well, but it took me quite a while, and quite a few bruises to get used to moving around on those little wheels.
Later that evening, I was doing a little better. Although I was much slower than almost everybody else there, I was soon making laps with them. Then a pretty girl came in with some friends and started skating. I noticed her watching me, and that made me even more nervous than I already was. We exchanged a few smiles, and finally a few words in passing. It wasn’t long before I was feeling pretty confident, and being a dumb teenage boy I forgot that I was just learning to skate.
I don’t know exactly what happened, but the next thing I knew it felt like my knee was ripped out of my leg, as I landed on it in front of a mob of speedsters flying by, trying desperately to avoid becoming part of a twenty-skate pile-up. I could only imagine what the girl I was trying to impress was thinking as I pictured her standing there looking at the idiot rolling around on the floor, writhing in pain. There I was with my broken pride, a ton of bruises, and a big hole in the knee of my green nylon pants. I was sooooo embarrassed.
I’ve had plenty of other embarrassing moments in my life, but the most embarrassing moment I could ever imagine, is standing before God and hearing these words, “Depart from me, I never knew you.” That’s what Jesus says will happen if we are not faithful to God (Matthew 7:23, 25:41). He also said, “But whosoever denies me before men, I will also deny them before my Father who is in heaven” (Matthew 10:33).
That would be more than embarrassing, it would be detrimental. Eternal Life forfeited. I can’t imagine anybody truly wanting that. If you haven’t been born again, what are you waiting for? You can come to Jesus today, just as you are. In Matthew 10:32 Jesus said, “Whosoever confesses me before men, I will also confess them before my Father who is in heaven.”
Romans 10:9-10 says, 
9 If you confess the Lord Jesus with your mouth, and believe in your mind that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
10 Because with the mind, a person has faith that leads to righteousness, and with the mouth, confession becomes salvation.
You don’t have to be embarrassed on that day. Confess him now, ask him to forgive your sins, and commit yourself to follow, and obey him today. He’s waiting.
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